This Once

Sun turning day
This once
In the year
Unpicked persimmons
High in the tree
Ripening to translucence
Each its own miniature sun
Against cold sky

Robins chattering
In the canopy, pecking away
At the tight-skinned succulent globes
Even as we gather from below
With our long pole.

With sun dying
Forest, that swung its
Photon-catchers
Through the blue all day
Stands still, black figures
Chanting the silence
That frames
Low Jupiter and Saturn
In conjunction

One solstice star
This once
In some 800 years
As precious in its rarity
As each breath
I take.

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Cedar Wings Cottage
Moon waxing
Sky clear and hazy
Between storms

Since the Halloween Full Moon of October we have been watching bright Jupiter & Saturn appear in the western sky after sunset, day after day becoming closer to each other and closer to the sun, as the moon cycled twice through its phases and chased its tail two times along the ecliptic — all messengers of the great cycling. Persimmon trees are also messengers, its fruits each autumn ripening as large orange-red globes clustered in the tree tops bare of leaves, an ornamented ‘Christmas tree’ striking for its abundant harvest offered in the gathering cold and darkness of the year. This once, there was the conjunction of tree and planet, as we gathered the last fruits from a neighbor’s tree and with darkness walked from the house to a place where low Jupiter and Saturn appearing as one, sparkling between the forest silhouette of tree branches.

Pleocoma

Rain Beetle, Pleocoma staff. Check out the iNaturalist observation at: https://www.inaturalist.org/observations/18666068
 Are we not
Like the rain beetles
Males flying about urgently
After rain first soaks
The forest floor in fall
For a few hours
Then no more
Each searching
For that one
Female
Soaked in pheromones
Waiting
At the entrance
Of her egg burrow
There to mate
And both
Soon to die?

Are we not?

And why then
Do we judge our path
Through this universe
More noble and right
More fitted with the purposes
Of heaven?

When these ancient ones
Still sell their
Hairy-legged, hard-bodied
Aerial dances
As if there were no other way
To be with God.


23 November 2018
Cedar Ridge, Sierra Foothills



* Pleocoma, from the Greek, ‘abundantly hairy,’ the genus name for the 25 or so species of  rain beetle found from California to Washington that wait sometimes for years for a first heavy rain of fall before emerging to complete their life cycle.

Summit Bread

I wandered lonely
trackless
Having left trail
out of forest
broken and decayed underfoot
following hummocks
of granite spine
into cloud-driven sky

On cold summits
With their solitary jeffrey pines
earth lay down
Its argument
Wide, fulsome, all things
woven into the other
the very vastness of vision
A kind of bread
To eat
So that I need not even
Spill blood
To be brother
With the cliff-edge rocks
We who ride together
this wheeling, spherical
earth turtle
into starlight.


25 November 2019
Fisher Overlook Ridge, 7011'
A day before first winter storm




Mid Autumn

 i.

Mid autumn
Sun fled
Rivers of color
Drying up on each
Black Oak
Leaf

Down to the 
Underworld it goes
Persphone’s paint pots
All winter full.

ii.

Murmuring with silence
This forest
Cold air hugging ground
Empty windows 
Between straight conifer tree trunks
Arched 
Oak-leaf canopies fingering air
With bare branches
Like gasping  sea-anemones 
Tendrils out of water

iii.

Slow dying
Autumn leads processionals
Throwing brown leaves everywhere
Behind it
Skittering shuffles of Towhee
Hidden in the Kitkidize
Each day’s step
Closer to some heart of cold
And darkness

Moon 
Trails behind
Waxing ominously, eating sky
With brightness
Bragging heaven 
Of stars.

9 November 2019
Coffee Berry Hill
Northern Sierra Foothills
2680'